December 17, 2015

If you know me, really know me, you know how difficult and stressful my dad can be. Today I sent my first 4 college applications. I texted my dad hoping for a good job/congratulations. Instead he gave me two thumbs down lol. Then tried to tell me I wouldn't want to be there, he doesn't want me at these schools. But to be fair, he did not contribute in anyway to helping me build a college list so does he really have a say as to where I apply. Especially considering he didn't have to pay for the application. My dad is terrified of me growing up, turning 18, and graduating high school then going off to college, he doesn't think I know so it's fun to watch him just look at me like "Damn, my #1 is almost gone" . In the end he said good job when he realized my reasoning was right lol

December 10, 2015

Make this short and simple. 

There are a lot of people that need to grow up and limit their ignorance. That's all

December 3, 2015

It's the first week of December. My birthday is later this month which means I'll be legal, finally. Since the beginning of the year I've stressed myself out more than I needed too. I've learned one way of dealing with it: by cutting those that bring me down out of my life. If I feel you aren't bringing me any sort of happiness and I can control whether you stay in my life or not, I will end our friendship. It could be all of a sudden or I can be straightforward about it. Either way, my ultimate goal this year is to stay as happy as possible. I don't want to deal with basic high school nonsense because let's face it, we're seniors, we're all either 18 or going on 18. If you haven't grown up by now, there must be a reason. In the past six months, my life has flip flopped around more than anything, more than I would've ever expected. Besides being happy, all I really need is normal. Too much to ask for?